have been suffering age anxious for so long also have no ideas what should I do these days, what should I act like?
“died at 25 and aren’t buried until they are 75.”

this sentence is actually my whole feeling when I finished Haikyuu. people always focus on what outcomes you have but have you ever noticed even if Haikyuu talks about load of matches there, no matter what happens in the ending or who wins the game, it’s not revealed who blames them. only they blame themselves.

it moves me a lot because I’m the person who immerses myself in progress more than sequences.

how can I figure it out and continue my journey in life?

one day, I and my friends had party at hotel and didn’t sleep all night and then we went to restaurant to have breakfast. then I saw someone played volleyball through the window, I saw the light suddenly. because they’re thriving, it’s what we lack in our hasty and in a rut life.

but, when I lose my way, I will go back to where I started from. I never forget what makes me happy and leads me to nowadays. it never changes. traveling, drawing, mangas, movies and fashion stuff etc, there’s actually a lot thing support me to continue and keep going on. (;