sadly.. many people can’t really enjoy being alone, I find it’s because our educational problems and systems. because we must always have heard parents or elders or friends always said that you should find someone to share things and you can’t live alone, otherwise it’s too lonely and pathetic.. our education always told us like that you should share things with someone then it will make you happier, also happiness and joy are built on sharing. eventually, no one teaches us actually we can really enjoy on our own. so that’s why people always are seeking bf or gf or using dating app because I’m debating they think it’s so called true happiness.

two people are over one person.. you know~!? so it’s truly shameful for those people who actually love being alone and enjoying on their own universe. but it’s pretty interesting when it comes to loneliness. many people don’t like to be single in life and them all just want amount of love from their half. also they’re scared of being alone etc etc. I find it’s really hard to explain but nothing is permanent to me so how can you always want someone to keep your company and need amount of love.. that doesn’t make sense for me.

I think we all have to learn get along ourselves and enjoy solitude and being on our own. I know there is a lot people would say happiness and joy are based on sharing but how can we always have someone to share and talk. (; also when I do more interactions with people or speaking too much may really be overwhelming honestly. it’s really tired and hard to balance being alone and connecting with humans. 
of course, as I’m human being so I definitely want someone’s company at times and want to have someone to accompany me and talk before going to bed. or just dress up myself and date out with bf.. certainly I have those imaginations and desires from time to time but just should I have to make bf just out of these random thoughts~!? it doesn’t make sense to me because love needs amount of responsibilities and I don’t want to take it without certainty and determination.. 
even what annoys me the most is - guess many people started their romance since 16 and if you’re over 22 years old and have never had bf/ gf and have never had sex experience, many people would make a joke on you and think it doesn’t make sense and it’s incredible.. I mean it’s very disrespectful to someone and sucks. because someone may just doesn’t want to be in a relationship or has some problem or mental issues..  I know it’s such an open-minded and very free thoughts everywhere.. people think having a half or having a sex life is kinda a must.. what the hell .. 
last one but not the least is - have heard people do want to figure things out with their half pull together, also I’m curious to know what’s the meaning of sharing to you~!? I heard what makes people happier is that having a half and you can talk and share everything with him/ her.. so do u love sharing amount stuff with your half~!?